Mother healed

Emily writes:
I was at the [Walk-in] Healing Clinic on April 16 after my car accident on March 19th.  I was in tremendous pain and had resorted to pain meds on a daily basis.  I am anti-prescription as much as possible, so for me, I had hit rock bottom physically.

I met with a wonderful couple who asked me not just about my physical condition, but how I was feeling emotionally. 

I told them I felt as if I was in a pit and couldn't climb out.  My life as a stepmother to 3 children was weighing heavily on me.  I felt negative and unappreciated which resulted in much guilt and feelings of insecurity.  For the first time, someone asked me to be honest about how I felt about this.  After we prayed, she (I'm sorry I forgot her name) told me that Jesus wanted me to know He was proud of me and was pleased with me.  I shouldn't feel this guilt.  I needed to stop listening to the enemy and start listening to the Voice of truth.  This has always been my weakness, "my Achilles tendon", of my life.  I always feel I am not a good enough mother and the negative talk inside me had really taken a toll on me physically, spiritually and emotionally. 

I did not heal as quickly as I thought.  I was starting to doubt a little, but I realized a few weeks later that I had been healed. 

I realized the negative talk had ceased.  I realized there were no more headaches and I had not taken pain meds for a long time.  I also remembered we prayed for warrior angels to protect me and help me to fight the enemy.  I know that Jesus answered my prayers. 

I needed emotional, physical and spiritual healing in order to be well.  My body is not yet 100%, but the last accident took 9 months recovery.  This one took about 9 weeks.

Some days are still difficult but inside me is a contentment and true cleansing that was not there before.  My husband and I (and the kids) are much happier.  The negative talk is gone.  I thank the Lord for His goodness and mercy.  I also want to thank the Bethesda Healing Ministry.  You are truly a blessing.  

In His Love,
Emily

*I am still under a chiropractor's care, but no more pain meds.